Scripture Codes Summon Suicidal Thoughts

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1.
Burn This Alley God sent me an angel to show me I can live again Daily wind is a constant threat Left behind, suicidal mind Yet, I am so blind, existence of myself Daily bread is a constant reminder Natural selection, here we stand False choices will face the karma I'm fighting this fight to end this fight I know you don't exist Why did you save me? One love, one God, one life I let myself manipulate a knock at heaven's door Shall I walk along this alley? I’ll even feast on my own flesh and drink my own blood I can't die for nothing I don't mind continually struggling 'til my end of time Is my life a gift or curse? Will you find me and define me? Am I seeking gate of thy kingdom or endless torture? Only death possesses the answer I'm fighting this fight to end this fight I know you don't exist Why did you save me? One love, one God, one life I let myself manipulate a knock at heaven's door Now, I walk along this alley I was saved, I have changed, I am alive Now, I fear what I did and what I will become You set me free I'm fighting this fight to end this fight I know you don't exist Why did you save me? One love, one God, one life I let myself manipulate a knock at heaven's door Now, I must burn this alley
2.
Bible and Gun Right hand for a bible Left hand for a gun We fall into this world To look for a place to die Once we were innocent and pure Education built a wall of prejudice Seeking for freedom in the rule Answer, hide in yourself Accumulated questions and doubts Piled up higher than heaven Progression of depression Let it be I HATE MYSELF LIKE I HATE GOD Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah I shot the Bible 666 times Right hand for steering wheel Left hand for whiskey 100 miles an hour Penetrate the heavy mist Catching a glimpse of God Show me which way to go Catching a glimpse of God I shall ride to hell Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah I shot the Bible 666 times I HATE MYSELF LIKE I HATE GOD Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah I shot the Bible 666 times
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I am You 04:33
I Am You OK, all right... Without expectation Without anticipation Life goes on Accepting everything that you hate to see OK, all right... Ceaseless self-blame resonating in your head Trying to shake it off As scooping raindrops from the dirt Death is the deliverance of mankind You glance down at the suicide note Lies, betrayal, grief and anger You forgot to let 'em go Countless times, you heard my love I am the one who walks this path with you I am life I am happiness I am change Looking up the noose Fifth of whiskey, stagger to your feet Taking the courageous steps to the chair Death is the deliverance of mankind Prayer, the desperate petition Lies, betrayal, grief and anger You forgot to let 'em go Countless times, you heard my love I am the one who walks this path with you I am life I am happiness Lies, betrayal, grief and anger Don't look for salvation in a bottle Time for me to go I'm your redemption Just smile with peace of mind Watch me slowly suffocate I am life I am happiness I'm your death
4.
Defense and Choice Rejection I've been walking around this vast abyss with a chaotic smile Wandering around What made me? How did I end up like this? Betrayal Selfish, lying sons of bitches Now, I blame myself for trusting you all, mother fuckers Fuck you all, mother fuckers Silence Is all that remains Loneliness comforts me when I’m passing through crowded people When walking through this fuckin' city It's OK to live and die by myself It's OK, just swallow this bitter pill Everyday I wake up just to make sure I've got no one to talk to No love, don't share, no grace Yet, life is easier than death Acting Like I've got friends Constant judgment Impossibility of coexistence Insane sanity speaks a word you wanna hear It's OK to live and die by myself It's OK, just swallow this bitter pill What is my name? It does not mean anything Someone said, “When you know you're loved, that's happiness” It makes sense Once I felt it, but people are my distant memory Hatred remains after love was given It's easier, I don't get hurt This is my defense, this is my choice Here I'm relinquishing my last hope It's OK to live and die by myself
5.
Another Forgotten Face Sick and tired of being sick and tired Fuck, I'm still breathing All the bitter ends I faced Canceled beautiful memories and lost faith Tick-ta-tick-da…do you hear it? Countdown to death, we can't rewind We only live once, don't you realize? Time is running out Do we remember the taste of our first breath? Didn't we all feel special and courageous? Somewhere along the lines we forget to live and start existing Decision without action made you the way you are today Knowledge without action made you the way you are And the who you are today And the taste of the last breath, choking regret and failure? You did it to yourself You chose to live ordinarily and tragically Those who wronged you You proved that they are right Walk the line, walk the damn line You say it’s fine, you stick with your lie Decision without action made you the way you are today Knowledge without action made you the way you are And the who you are today Fear keeps you where you hate to be Your wrinkles tell no stories It wasn't supposed to be like this Infinite ways of unhappiness Infinite ways, bitter end We're all given endless choices Choose to fail, live miserably It wasn't supposed to be like this Time has come Doing nothing Becoming another forgotten face
6.
Slow Departure Make a death wish Say your prayer I praise your pain, not death Malicious pleasure The sound of torture is the sound of grace I am your slow departure I will cum to your anguish I hate my desire Act of self-salvation You are my toy until... Break and stop moving It did not have to be you I'm sorry I won't waste your pain I will make the most out of you The sound of torture is the sound of grace I am your slow departure I will cum to your anguish You'll live in this film forever This is how you will be remembered You're just another product They will cum to your anguish I hate their desire I am their savior You are their toy until... Break and stop moving Joys of violence Slow death… There is beauty to be found in the worst of human nature So, I experiment I hate my desire I hate their desire I am the savior They made me This is my art, you are my art, I am their art My art
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Hatred > Love Once a homie Now, an enemy Common story "Forgive, forget" Common cliché I don't tolerate We can forgive, but we can't forget We don't always have to remember Forgiveness is between you and God You are a liar When you die You are forgiven Until then, I enjoy seeing you suffer Hatred > Love Lesson learned Hatred > Love You earned mine Absolute power is hate Man creates Absolute power reveals absolutely Local public figure of failure Is what you are Yet, we all should thank you Because of you, We all know that we are not the worst Nice to have someone to laugh at Hatred > Love Lesson learned Hatred > Love You earned mine Absolute power is hate Man creates Absolute power reveals absolutely Now, go wonder why everyone left you I dare you to stand on your own two feet Crime that you have committed Internet never forgets anything You are already dead, my friend Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you…
8.
Visitors of Time How empty we are We are just visitors of time Blink an eye, we disappear Another one reappears How many times more History has to repeat? Little ones Protected by adults' generous lies It won't last long You'll see in your own eyes As time goes by, It's your turn to teach lies Children believe and history repeats Nothing lasts We will find rest at last Nothing lasts Our trust turns to dust Yet, we must carry the gift What you wanna see And what you will see Are like justice and hypocrisy The day we planted the seed of doubt We died and resurrected As human beings Now, you are gone Left footprints False stories will be told How empty we are We are just visitors of time Nothing lasts We will find rest at last Nothing lasts Our trust turns to dust Yet, we must carry the gift
9.
Justified Love No one can make it alone Even misanthropes Curse us, human beings Desire to be loved Standard of beauty, social status Judgment will be given Looking for self-approval in others Companionship or accessories? We can speak the same language We can't share the same feelings Truth hides behind generous lies Fall in love with love to justify Your life is beautiful Fall in love with love to justify Your life is worth living Those who realize what’s left in them Prayer doesn't save you Fumbling toward emptiness… Silently sneer at others Knowingly pathetic is what I am We can speak the same language We can't share the same feelings Why can't we all speak hate? Fall in love with love to justify Your life is beautiful Fall in love with love To justify your lie… Using one's image to clarify You are not beneath them Love, The self-gratifying ego
10.
Failure 08:19
Failure My dream is a curse My pride is a burden My dream will ruin my life My pride has left me lonely Amid this solitary fight I got lost inside myself Persistence might meet light Trail of my existence Not yet, not just yet… I have not given up on life Keep moving forward How long have I been walking My legs are giving up Hollow eyes projecting flying vultures My dream is a curse My pride is a burden My dream will ruin my life My pride has left me lonely Contradiction and confusion The purpose filled by hatred No one to blame, but myself No one to blame I HATE MYSELF Not yet, not just yet… I have not given up on life Keep moving forward How long have I been crawling My arms are giving up Hyenas circling around me Now, I lie on the ground Cannot get up I scream My throat is bleeding My eyes projecting life Now, I lie on the ground Cannot get up I’m still breathing My sight is fading Only the spirit still keeps moving forward I ain’t dead yet Keep moving forward “Heavenly Father, Would You accept me? I cannot do this anymore I don't want to do this anymore” I see the light from Your gate Here I am completing my art FAILURE, FAILURE, FAILURE, FAILURE, FAILURE, FAILURE…
11.
Vanity of Vanities Curse the day I was born I have seen it all and lost my soul I have walked the Great Wall of China I’ve seen Rome burn down I have finished I've seen Earth from space I have touched the Dead Sea floor Yet, I don't see my answer GOD, Why did you create us? Just to see how we fall GOD, How come we created You? 'Cause, we were so afraid At the end of the day, I pray Don't wake me up, take me up I have built my own nation I am the one who gives salvation Nothing challenges me anymore I have gained everything and more I am adored and worshipped Yet, I don't see my answer FLESH, Why did we create Him? Just to see how He fails FLESH, How come He created us? Our impurity has been proven Vanity of vanities all is empty I am an experimental trial of human history I was chosen regardless of my will GOD, Why did you create us? Just to see how we fall GOD, How come we created You? 'Cause, we were so afraid

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released January 25, 2018

All the music and Lyrics Written by Daisuke (Dai) Wachi
Produced and engineered by Daisuke (Dai) Wachi
Mixed and Mastered by Hiro at Studio Prisoner, Japan
Published by Daisuke Wachi Music ASCAP
Photo and Layout by Cesar237art
Daisuke (Dai) Wachi - Vocals, electric guitars, bass guitars and all the drum programming, except "Vanity of Vanities" played by Kevin Talley
Gang Vocals on "Vanity of Vanities"by Matthew Williams of Delphian, Shawn Mcpherson of Hostile Groove and Matthew Batdorf of Grimefield

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