Scripture Codes Summon Suicidal Thoughts

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released January 25, 2018

All the music and Lyrics Written by Daisuke (Dai) Wachi
Produced and engineered by Daisuke (Dai) Wachi
Mixed and Mastered by Hiro at Studio Prisoner, Japan
Published by Daisuke Wachi Music ASCAP
Photo and Layout by Cesar237art
Daisuke (Dai) Wachi - Vocals, electric guitars, bass guitars and all the drum programming, except "Vanity of Vanities" played by Kevin Talley
Gang Vocals on "Vanity of Vanities"by Matthew Williams of Delphian, Shawn Mcpherson of Hostile Groove and Matthew Batdorf of Grimefield

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Track Name: Burn This Alley
Burn This Alley

God sent me an angel to show me I can live again
Daily wind is a constant threat
Left behind, suicidal mind
Yet, I am so blind, existence of myself
Daily bread is a constant reminder
Natural selection, here we stand
False choices will face the karma

I'm fighting this fight to end this fight
I know you don't exist
Why did you save me?

One love, one God, one life
I let myself manipulate a knock at heaven's door
Shall I walk along this alley?

I’ll even feast on my own flesh and drink my own blood
I can't die for nothing
I don't mind continually struggling 'til my end of time
Is my life a gift or curse?
Will you find me and define me?
Am I seeking gate of thy kingdom or endless torture?
Only death possesses the answer

I'm fighting this fight to end this fight
I know you don't exist
Why did you save me?

One love, one God, one life
I let myself manipulate a knock at heaven's door
Now, I walk along this alley

I was saved, I have changed, I am alive
Now, I fear what I did and what I will become
You set me free

I'm fighting this fight to end this fight
I know you don't exist
Why did you save me?

One love, one God, one life
I let myself manipulate a knock at heaven's door
Now, I must burn this alley
Track Name: Bible And Gun
Bible and Gun

Right hand for a bible
Left hand for a gun
We fall into this world
To look for a place to die
Once we were innocent and pure
Education built a wall of prejudice
Seeking for freedom in the rule
Answer, hide in yourself
Accumulated questions and doubts
Piled up higher than heaven
Progression of depression
Let it be
I HATE MYSELF LIKE I HATE GOD
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah
I shot the Bible 666 times

Right hand for steering wheel
Left hand for whiskey
100 miles an hour
Penetrate the heavy mist
Catching a glimpse of God
Show me which way to go
Catching a glimpse of God
I shall ride to hell

Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah
I shot the Bible 666 times
I HATE MYSELF LIKE I HATE GOD
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah
I shot the Bible 666 times
Track Name: I am You
I Am You

OK, all right...
Without expectation
Without anticipation
Life goes on
Accepting everything that you hate to see
OK, all right...
Ceaseless self-blame resonating in your head
Trying to shake it off
As scooping raindrops from the dirt
Death is the deliverance of mankind
You glance down at the suicide note

Lies, betrayal, grief and anger
You forgot to let 'em go
Countless times, you heard my love
I am the one who walks this path with you
I am life
I am happiness
I am change

Looking up the noose
Fifth of whiskey, stagger to your feet
Taking the courageous steps to the chair
Death is the deliverance of mankind
Prayer, the desperate petition

Lies, betrayal, grief and anger
You forgot to let 'em go
Countless times, you heard my love
I am the one who walks this path with you
I am life
I am happiness

Lies, betrayal, grief and anger
Don't look for salvation in a bottle
Time for me to go
I'm your redemption
Just smile with peace of mind
Watch me slowly suffocate
I am life
I am happiness
I'm your death
Track Name: Defense And Choice
Defense and Choice

Rejection
I've been walking around this vast abyss with a chaotic smile
Wandering around
What made me?
How did I end up like this?
Betrayal
Selfish, lying sons of bitches
Now, I blame myself for trusting you all, mother fuckers
Fuck you all, mother fuckers
Silence
Is all that remains
Loneliness comforts me when I’m passing through crowded people
When walking through this fuckin' city

It's OK to live and die by myself
It's OK, just swallow this bitter pill

Everyday
I wake up just to make sure I've got no one to talk to
No love, don't share, no grace
Yet, life is easier than death
Acting
Like I've got friends
Constant judgment
Impossibility of coexistence
Insane sanity speaks a word you wanna hear

It's OK to live and die by myself
It's OK, just swallow this bitter pill

What is my name?
It does not mean anything

Someone said,
“When you know you're loved, that's happiness”
It makes sense
Once I felt it, but people are my distant memory

Hatred remains after love was given
It's easier, I don't get hurt
This is my defense, this is my choice
Here I'm relinquishing my last hope
It's OK to live and die by myself
Track Name: Another Forgotten Face
Another Forgotten Face

Sick and tired of being sick and tired
Fuck, I'm still breathing
All the bitter ends I faced
Canceled beautiful memories and lost faith

Tick-ta-tick-da…do you hear it?
Countdown to death, we can't rewind
We only live once, don't you realize?
Time is running out

Do we remember the taste of our first breath?
Didn't we all feel special and courageous?
Somewhere along the lines we forget to live and start existing

Decision without action made you the way you are today
Knowledge without action made you the way you are
And the who you are today

And the taste of the last breath, choking regret and failure?
You did it to yourself
You chose to live ordinarily and tragically

Those who wronged you
You proved that they are right
Walk the line, walk the damn line
You say it’s fine, you stick with your lie

Decision without action made you the way you are today
Knowledge without action made you the way you are
And the who you are today
Fear keeps you where you hate to be
Your wrinkles tell no stories

It wasn't supposed to be like this
Infinite ways of unhappiness
Infinite ways, bitter end
We're all given endless choices
Choose to fail, live miserably
It wasn't supposed to be like this
Time has come
Doing nothing
Becoming another forgotten face
Track Name: Slow Departure
Slow Departure

Make a death wish
Say your prayer
I praise your pain, not death
Malicious pleasure

The sound of torture is the sound of grace
I am your slow departure
I will cum to your anguish

I hate my desire
Act of self-salvation
You are my toy until...
Break and stop moving

It did not have to be you
I'm sorry
I won't waste your pain
I will make the most out of you

The sound of torture is the sound of grace
I am your slow departure
I will cum to your anguish

You'll live in this film forever
This is how you will be remembered
You're just another product
They will cum to your anguish

I hate their desire
I am their savior
You are their toy until...
Break and stop moving

Joys of violence
Slow death…
There is beauty to be found in the worst of human nature
So, I experiment

I hate my desire
I hate their desire
I am the savior
They made me
This is my art, you are my art, I am their art
My art
Track Name: Hatred > Love
Hatred > Love

Once a homie
Now, an enemy
Common story
"Forgive, forget"
Common cliché
I don't tolerate
We can forgive, but we can't forget
We don't always have to remember
Forgiveness is between you and God
You are a liar
When you die
You are forgiven
Until then, I enjoy seeing you suffer

Hatred > Love
Lesson learned
Hatred > Love
You earned mine
Absolute power is hate
Man creates
Absolute power reveals absolutely

Local public figure of failure
Is what you are
Yet, we all should thank you
Because of you,
We all know that we are not the worst
Nice to have someone to laugh at

Hatred > Love
Lesson learned
Hatred > Love
You earned mine
Absolute power is hate
Man creates
Absolute power reveals absolutely

Now, go wonder why everyone left you
I dare you to stand on your own two feet
Crime that you have committed
Internet never forgets anything
You are already dead, my friend
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you…
Track Name: Visitors of Time
Visitors of Time

How empty we are
We are just visitors of time
Blink an eye, we disappear
Another one reappears
How many times more
History has to repeat?

Little ones
Protected by adults' generous lies
It won't last long
You'll see in your own eyes
As time goes by,
It's your turn to teach lies
Children believe and history repeats

Nothing lasts
We will find rest at last
Nothing lasts
Our trust turns to dust
Yet, we must carry the gift

What you wanna see
And what you will see
Are like justice and hypocrisy
The day we planted the seed of doubt
We died and resurrected
As human beings

Now, you are gone
Left footprints
False stories will be told
How empty we are
We are just visitors of time

Nothing lasts
We will find rest at last
Nothing lasts
Our trust turns to dust
Yet, we must carry the gift
Track Name: Justified Love
Justified Love

No one can make it alone
Even misanthropes
Curse us, human beings
Desire to be loved
Standard of beauty, social status
Judgment will be given

Looking for self-approval in others
Companionship or accessories?

We can speak the same language
We can't share the same feelings
Truth hides behind generous lies

Fall in love with love to justify
Your life is beautiful
Fall in love with love to justify
Your life is worth living

Those who realize what’s left in them
Prayer doesn't save you
Fumbling toward emptiness…

Silently sneer at others
Knowingly pathetic is what I am

We can speak the same language
We can't share the same feelings
Why can't we all speak hate?

Fall in love with love to justify
Your life is beautiful
Fall in love with love
To justify your lie…
Using one's image to clarify
You are not beneath them
Love, The self-gratifying ego
Track Name: Failure
Failure

My dream is a curse
My pride is a burden
My dream will ruin my life
My pride has left me lonely

Amid this solitary fight
I got lost inside myself
Persistence might meet light
Trail of my existence

Not yet, not just yet…
I have not given up on life
Keep moving forward
How long have I been walking
My legs are giving up
Hollow eyes projecting flying vultures

My dream is a curse
My pride is a burden
My dream will ruin my life
My pride has left me lonely

Contradiction and confusion
The purpose filled by hatred
No one to blame, but myself
No one to blame
I HATE MYSELF

Not yet, not just yet…
I have not given up on life
Keep moving forward
How long have I been crawling
My arms are giving up
Hyenas circling around me

Now, I lie on the ground
Cannot get up
I scream
My throat is bleeding
My eyes projecting life
Now, I lie on the ground
Cannot get up
I’m still breathing
My sight is fading
Only the spirit still keeps moving forward
I ain’t dead yet
Keep moving forward

“Heavenly Father,
Would You accept me?
I cannot do this anymore
I don't want to do this anymore”
I see the light from Your gate
Here I am completing my art
FAILURE, FAILURE, FAILURE,
FAILURE, FAILURE, FAILURE…
Track Name: Vanity of Vanities
Vanity of Vanities

Curse the day I was born
I have seen it all and lost my soul

I have walked the Great Wall of China
I’ve seen Rome burn down
I have finished
I've seen Earth from space
I have touched the Dead Sea floor
Yet, I don't see my answer

GOD,
Why did you create us?
Just to see how we fall
GOD,
How come we created You?
'Cause, we were so afraid

At the end of the day, I pray
Don't wake me up, take me up

I have built my own nation
I am the one who gives salvation
Nothing challenges me anymore
I have gained everything and more
I am adored and worshipped
Yet, I don't see my answer

FLESH,
Why did we create Him?
Just to see how He fails
FLESH,
How come He created us?
Our impurity has been proven

Vanity of vanities all is empty
I am an experimental trial of human history
I was chosen regardless of my will

GOD,
Why did you create us?
Just to see how we fall
GOD,
How come we created You?
'Cause, we were so afraid

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